Last night I gave my talk & it went well. As usual, I felt nauseatingly nervous until I opened my mouth & been to give my talk. But this time I did feel wellprepared. I allowed myself more extensive notes than last time, for one thing, because I've realized that the pneumonia sent me for a loop not just physically but brainwise & maybe spiritually too. & if I stop trying to get back to normal, I find myself getting better, actually progressing steadier. Okay, I don't know if that makes sense to anyone except Sabrina.....

We probably got home between 9:45 & 10 pm, but I know I didn't get into the house until after because the second I was laying on my bed the clock said 10:15. I had intended to watch "Music & Lyrics" but I was too wired/tired to so I watched The Office reruns on tbs while I ate chocolate pudding with cool whip. Then I fell asleep during my treatment.